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Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair.
---William Cowper
Sao lại đau thế này?

Sao lại đau thế này?

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There’re things that, I believe, will stay in my mind forever. The seams will always be there to help the pain recur anytime. That I say nothing doesn’t mean that I have nothing to say.

There’re things that, I believe, will stay in my mind forever. The seams will always be there to help the pain recur anytime.

That I say nothing doesn’t mean that I have nothing to say.

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Who could?

Who could?

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It’s tiring to keep guessing what people think. It’s exhausted to behave the way I think they want me to. It’s like swimming in the Atlantic where I, as hard as I could, try to swim but couldn’t see the land at all. Maybe I’m not sensitive enough to treat them the way they thought they deserve to. The point is that thinking too much is messing up my mind instead of helping me figure out anything. The more I think, the more complicated the problem becomes in my mind.  So, why don’t they just make it simple by telling me to my face. Sometimes it’s not quite right to speak things out just like that. But it’s even worse if they’re left unspoken then done wrong.

It’s tiring to keep guessing what people think. It’s exhausted to behave the way I think they want me to. It’s like swimming in the Atlantic where I, as hard as I could, try to swim but couldn’t see the land at all.

Maybe I’m not sensitive enough to treat them the way they thought they deserve to. The point is that thinking too much is messing up my mind instead of helping me figure out anything. The more I think, the more complicated the problem becomes in my mind. 

So, why don’t they just make it simple by telling me to my face. Sometimes it’s not quite right to speak things out just like that. But it’s even worse if they’re left unspoken then done wrong.

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Undone

At the end of the day, after all the enjoyable time, all the laughters, all the pleasure I had all day long, when I run back to my familiar state of loneliness, I find myself so scared of being alone. That’s the time I have to face to myself, have to remind myself of some cruel words that they didn’t hesitate at all to tell me as though those words cannot hurt even a fingernail of mine, as though hurting me was none of their business.

There’s still one thing left undone on 6th May- one thing that I’ve been looking forward to do on this very day for months!!! But eventually I really had no good reason to do so.

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I’d like my heart not to crumple ever again

I’d like my heart not to crumple ever again

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1 day, 2 days, 1 year??? This stupid awkward annoying shit’s gonna stop so soon. Why cant I do all the things that I was supposed to do long long time ago??? What makes me still hesitate to destroy them all??? Ambiguously, something is pulling me back not letting me get things done and be completely normal and move on head over heals. Im doing so bad! 

Im seized by a sudden impulse to go away…to somewhere safe. 

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